Sunday, March 22, 2009

Wild wild wet

Last Thursday, i brought my pupils to wild wild wet. we had a whale of the time. i had sunburn all over my body and face,like someone who is roasted for food.

Pupils who turned up: Zhexian, guodong, kachun, sarah,jemie, xinyun, dingxuan, milton, javin, chongzheng, gerald , dylan,tabitha, alexis, amberlyn, oh dear, i had forgotten another pupil's name..

On the way back as i was alighting near my house, i had a terrible fall. i dun understand why such a fall could end me up in such a state. It was the most serious fall i had in my whole life. I know it was the devil who wanted to destroy me. He wanted to prevent me from going to church that nite. So i decided to drag myself to church to ask God for healing. But God did not heal me when i was in church. the next day, the pain was excruciating. worse.... I did not see a doctor.. i wanna me the doctor myself. And i pray and pray fervently for the wound to heal but it did not heal..I tot God was my healer??? why like that when i trust HIM so much...??And Satan began to bombard me with qn" u always say ur God is a healer..? where is He now?" i was quite sad.

and then on Saturday nite, a friend msg me .." dont give up, have a vision of what God is preparing u for future task." " huh, what future task?" i tot to myself. So i began to visualise.. and God said " I always come to ur rescue promptly rite? but this time i did not,that doesnt mean i dun love u.. i wan u to feel the intense pain....u have never feel any pain in ur life rite? you told me u wan me to mould u into the person I wan u to be rite? so now is the time. feel the pain,,, and learn how to tolerate so that in future any pain that come will be nothing to u... When u come out from this,, u will become a stronger person who is not afraid of any pain or thing.." and when these words come to me, it of coz brought light to me. "OH.......i understand now...yes , my Lord .. i will take up the challenges, just continue to mold me into the person u wan me to be.."


Smile.. How great the Lord is.... smile....

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